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[01 May 2004|08:55pm] |
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I'm going to delete this thing tommorrow. 24 hour notice I guess.
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| Last Chance. |
[01 May 2004|06:49pm] |
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This is what you do to me..
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| ...Things are bound to end... |
[30 Apr 2004|11:51pm] |
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Here. A little sympathy for you to waste on me
I know you're faking it but that's okay
And I don't want to drag it out
Don't want to bring you down
I never wanted it to end this way
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
Here. A little jealousy
I hope you think of me
Hope you wonder where I sleep at night
Cause I feel like I'm inside out
You got me upside down
Maybe I was holding on too tight
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
The two of us we dream like one
The two of us, the two of us
The two of use take breath like one
The two of us, the two of us
I guess that this is over now
I guess it's called the falling out
But everyday I'm learning how to make it through this life I'm in
Even if I wanted to
I don't think that I'd get to you
There's nothing I can say to you to make you feel alive again
So don't just say goodbye to me
Just turn your back away and leave
And if you're lucky I will be your last regret, your only friend
Life Lesson I forget what number:
People usually know how things will end but for some reason it's human nature to look for and hope for the best and when things do go the way we thought they would...it surprises us. every fucking time...We are extremley predictable.
You don't even read this but Im putting it in here anyways...I will always feel the way I do for you no matter what I say or what anyone else does. I don't know if that's good or bad, but that's how I feel...
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[30 Apr 2004|09:30pm] |
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I have to go to the doctor's tommorrow. Eh. I hate the hospital. Bite me stupid smelling place!
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[28 Apr 2004|11:08pm] |
Post a memory of me in the comments. It can be anything you want!
Then post this to your journal and see what people remember of you.
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| All I wanted was to lay in your arms... |
[25 Apr 2004|10:40pm] |
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DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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I hope we can fix this...where's the duct tape when you need it?
..apperently it was too much to ask for.
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[25 Apr 2004|10:15pm] |
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Iris. Still. It makes me feel good. |
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1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?
33. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?
34. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?
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[25 Apr 2004|01:36pm] |
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Kelsey, Mark, Chad, Jacqui, Marielle and Mike, Thanks for being there for me and for listeneing to me bitch and whine continuiously and thank you Mike for trying to help. You guys are always there for me when I need you. *hug*
Im going to go get my eyebrows done today. eh. You need to come back because I need to talk to you damit!
Yesterday I went to Josh's for his bifday for a bit. I met Zane, spelling? Cool kid. We hung out for about an hour then Josh's Dad dropped me off. Thank you :-). Me and my brother had a talk on the way there that really got to me and made me mad. Just leave me alone. It's my life and as long as I'm not harming anyone else, Im not even harming myslef so let. it. go.
Please.
..You will be my movie queen
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| The very worst part of you is me |
[24 Apr 2004|04:41pm] |
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Life Lesson 8:
the best advice i can give is to ignore advice. life is too short to be distracted by the opinions of others
-Harry Truman
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Everyone gets jelous. Don't feel like a bad person if you get jealous it only shows you care.
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[24 Apr 2004|11:38am] |
Happy Birthday Love!!!!
You mean the world to me.
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| I don't have a clue.. |
[23 Apr 2004|02:48pm] |
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Thank you Brian Larson for my layout *sex*
I just washed Taylor's hair in a bucket. YAY! We also cooked and did not die. Be proud very very proud. And yeah.
La.
..what the hell is going on.
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[22 Apr 2004|11:21pm] |
I came home and decided I need to catch up on my photography I liked these.
( el picos )
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[22 Apr 2004|02:35am] |
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Couldn't sleep. So I wrote.
The swift green flew across the room into the ground. Shattering against the wind she sat silently. Everything slipped past her and paved the road following the signs. Wrist covered in black, silver covered in red. Holes covered her so deep, so deep you could see right through her if you leaned in close enough. No one ever did though, the only bondage she needed was a strip of black with a stripe of pink. She steered the wheel in a haze and aftershock. The white stripes past her by like angels kissing her tears to sleep. She remembered the nights her mother used to kiss her forehead and tell her the angels would watch over her. The tone of her mothers voice when she never said “I love you.” The gray faded into her mind. She followed the signs, ecstasy was soon to follow. She let the green lead her down to her halo. She clasped her life into her fists. Her mind debating what to do with it. Life was such odd thing, recklessness was its virtue and love was its sin. She had passed her brown paper bag stage. Followed every direction the book had given her and it got her no where. No where but in between the pit of hate. Her knuckles shone white as the angels kissed her blood, they flew by with such speed now she couldn’t see a thing. The wind caressed her cheeks as she pushed the black harder against the sand in her eyes. She let the shade take her over as she pushed closer to her release. The white angels that once guided her straight lead her astray and she fell headstrong into the arms of destiny. With one last angelic mock she whispered “Don’t forget to breathe...”
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[21 Apr 2004|03:12pm] |
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Blah. Why do people get there hopes up?
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| Ahh the power of cheese. |
[20 Apr 2004|07:11pm] |
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So today me and Jacqui decided to be little kids and take my water gun in her car and get people wet with it. First we went to Todd's and got him wet then Todd soaked Mike who was no fun because he was on the phone. Boo to you Mike. Todd you're a good man. Then me and Jacqui went to Josh's where we got him and Johnny wet but I accidently got Johnny's geetar wet. Im sorry Johnny I love you!! Then Johnny had to go and Jacqui, Josh, and me just had a semi water fight with my watergun and Josh's hose. haha. Then I had to go home and the lovely Jacqui dropped me off. I love you buddy it was fun, if only we had more time and people weren't so uptight about it. Ahh. Oh well. Still fun. And I love you hun!
I came home and soaked my brother and mom with the water gun mwhaha. Its fun to be childish. I wanted to hang out with Josh but my mom won't let me go anywhere. Boo to her. I hope he can come over tommorrow. I miss my love.
People are very two faced.
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